How To Upset Me in an Instant

1. Deliver me the news that my car is pretty fucked up, with a bent A frame and a drive shaft and something or other else. Mainly, that it’ll cost a good $1000 to fix most likely, if not more.

2. Crush my hopes of buying a house. For some reason when someone implies that I’m just not going to make it, it really hurts me. It never fails that everytime I see my grandfather, he goes and makes me feel like shit for wanting to buy over renting. But, for some reason I actually care what he thinks, it makes me second guess my decisions. But I always end up thinking, “Psh. Right. I can do this.. why can’t I do this?” And I can.

3. Make me feel as though going to college, the one thing I really pride myself in, was a waste. That just because it’s expensive, it is not worth it. And since I’m already working in my field while I’m still in school, there’s no need to finish. I disagree and I don’t think that way. I love Graphic Design. It’s something that I’ve worked hard at and I love every second of it. It doesn’t feel right that someone can make me feel bad for bettering myself.

I Should Sue.

I was really excited for this weekend because after all the craziness going on at work, we got a three day weekend this week. Those are my absolute favorite because not only do I get a third day to sleep in, but that also means the week ahead is shorter than normal, meaning Friday is closer than it usually is.

But of course, the greatness of being able to sleep in for a third day this weekend got shot down by snow. Yes, it snowed yesterday, all day and I had some grocery shopping to do. My speakers got installed in my car while out in the snow which meant I was frozen by the time that got done, so we came home and waited for a while before going to the grocery store. Well, because Wal-mart is the anti-christ and that’s what I get for shopping there anyway, I slid in the parking lot into the curb. At a glance my car looked fine, no damage showed.. but when I tried to drive it, something was wrong. It made me real sad, I broke my damn car.

So now, it’s sitting all by it’s lonesome in the Wal-mart parking lot. I just hope the poor thing can get fixed like, now. I had things to do tomorrow, like get pre-approved for a loan on a house. You know, important things that I’ve been putting off for way too long now. I finally get off my ass and now, THIS.

THANKS A LOT.